I would be interested in learning about your shooting experience. It sounds like you have a story to tell with probably some noteworthy accomplishments.
Don't worry about being a small ass, heck it's better than being a dumb ass!!
Evidently you are successful to some extent with your load developement, otherwise your scores with your Borchardt wouldn't be as good as they are.
Your statement:
"Shooting a competition is 80% mental then equipment and good ammo"
I think this is true in all the shooting sports.
Tomorrow I'll be shooting a steel match, if I feel good when I wake up.
Take Care,
Ty O'Neal
aka Texas Shooter